Hello everyone and welcome to the New Year. It is now 2020. Crazy isn't it? I know, for reals huh? I still can't believe it. That means that 20 years ago I graduated from high school, that 12 years ago I graduated from horsey school and started training horses, 7 years ago I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease and moved back home to embark on my healing journey, and 4 years ago I graduated from SWIHA with my Associates Degree. So much has happened, there have been many new beginnings and many such endings, and still more to come.
Wow, it all just blows my mind. I don't know where the time went, how much has changed in some regards, and how little has changed in others. I may not know where I am going, or what my life is going to look like in the near future, but I know it's going to be good. I have a really awesome feeling about this year and I am so excited for it to unfold and see where it takes me.
There are some major shifts going on in the world, on the planet, and in the universe this year and though they may lead to some difficult times initially, that small discomfort will eventually lead to many blessings that we can't yet see. Be open to new possibilities, be open to things unfolding in ways you never thought of, be aware, and allow things to unfold. That is what I am reminding myself of this year, and I hope that helps you too.
I have been doing much healing, and continue to do so every day.
Each year keeps getting better and better health wise and that feels amazing.
I have embarked on a new healing journey with profound impacts that I feel already.
I am healing my heart.
The soulful heart.
The infinite heart.
The feeling, emotional heart.
The very heart of me.
It is what makes me who I am and is a huge part of me.
I have heart wounds.
I am allowing them to go now.
I am working towards healing those wounds so my heart feels fresh and new.
My heart is my soul, it is my spirit, it is my essence. It is my center. My heart is so important to me and my well-being that healing it is imperative.
I have been hurt, I have been wounded, and I have been programmed in ways that do not serve me. I have been told things that were not MY truth, even if someone else truly believed those things about me at the time, and I took those things into my being as if they were true, but now I see and know they are not my truth. They were based on someone else's perceptions of me. I no longer allow those things to be held in my being, to be held in my heart. I release them all now, with love.
This year I vow to love myself more.
To accept myself more fully just as I am.
I vow to honor myself and my truth.
The REAL truth of who I am.
I vow to be honest with myself and do what is best and right for me.
I vow to speak up for myself and stand up for what I believe is right.
I vow to show up for myself.
This year I am going to be more fully myself than ever before.
Some people aren't going to like it. Some people will say that I'm not being myself, what what if this is ME? What if this IS being myself? What if who I once was, the person they knew me as then, wasn't really ME at all?
Have you ever thought about this for yourself?
What if who you REALLY are isn't who you have actually ever been?
What if the person others perceive you as, isn't who you ARE?
Start asking yourself these things this year.
Find out who you are, find out what makes you tick, find out what you are truly passionate about, find out what you really love to do, and fall in love with YOU.
Many blessings and much love to you all as this new year unfolds.